urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:acif05 acif05 acif05 2007-01-24T08:36:23Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:acif05:762 2007-01-24T08:36:23Z 2007-01-24T08:36:23Z Life to me is so weird. Its hard for me to understand it at times, and why things happen the way they do. I have spent my whole like living it as someone i'm not. I mean no one ever new the real ansley till now. I am a 19 year old gay male. Its hard very hard at times. I've hid it all my life till now. I'm wanting people to know the real me! Ansley wants to be happy for once and be able to express my self and be me. I mean people in this world act like gay people are so different then Str8 ones. I mean i wish me and my boy friend could go to a movie and hold hands or kiss and no one look at us like we're weird.